Thursday, September 15, 2011

Dear Viet Nam Veterans

The following letter, word-for-word, is one I wrote to my nephew, a Viet Nam veteran, who struggles even today from the effects of the war and the treatment he received when he returned. 

DEAR VIET NAM VETERAN
IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT!!    IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT!!
            You were home, growing up, finishing school, taking care of family, working, or other daily activities of life. You were called upon to defend the lives and future rights of people in a foreign land.  You left your life and families on hold, expecting to return to complete schooling, or a family, or a trade to support a future family.  You left your innocence, youth, and inexperience, only to grow up far too fast, see horrors of war, and become a casualty yourself of a war you felt was necessary.  You lost your buddies, leaders, parts of yourself, whether physical, mental, emotional, or spiritual.   Most of you  lost them all at some stage of the war.
            You were ready to fight for freedom and safety for people you didn’t know, for a country you were not familiar with or even heard of before, because it was your turn.  Previous wars and conflicts took our other young men and women for the same purposes, also to foreign lands, to fight for the rights and safety of people of  those lands, because  it was  their turn.  Because  it  is  what our men and women do to maintain freedom for all.
            Although both you and I were scared for you to go, we knew it was to be, and we would pray and support you, and wait for your safe return home. What we didn’t know then or to this day, was when I look into your eyes and see you as you are now, and remember the person you were when you left, my heart breaks. 
You see, what we both did not know in the beginning, was the Viet Nam war would not only take the lives of our families, but also the inner spirit of those returning home.   And I am so ashamed!  I am ashamed that I did not stand up for you then.  I am shamed that I did not try to change the way you were greeted when you returned, by both our families and those who didn’t even know you.  For those people who saw you in uniform, instead of thanking you, greeting you with tears of joy, smiles and hugs, subjected you to being spit on, slapped, cursed, called “baby killers”, “murderers” and even worse names that I can’t even mention. 
            You cried when you told me of these things, and I cried with you.  I cry today for you. You were forced to endure this kind of treatment for years. I couldn’t  talk  to  you  much  about  it.  I didn’t  know what to say.  How could I tell You  how  I  was  hurting,   when I could  see  how  the memories of  how  you  were treated still tearing you apart inside? The love I have for you now is the same as before, even stronger, but it’s not enough to wipe away the past.  It’s not enough to stop the nightmares, names they called you, or the way they treated you.
            I was born after the end of World War II, but I have always heard stories of how family and friends pitched in together, how they supported without fail, our troops fighting abroad, and how they were welcomed home with open arms, not spit on.  Not cursed or called names.  Why just those returning from this war?  How can I make your life now any better?  I didn’t do those things to you, but I didn’t try to stop it either.  I didn’t understand the toll it took on all of you.
Media and public communication was most of the problem, along with the leaders  of  our country,  but  too many Americans  let  these  people  influence  how they felt about our troops.  How on earth could people be treated this way when it wasn’t their fault?  By the grace of God, they made it home and deserved better!
DEAR VETERAN,
IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT!!    IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT!!
I could say it a million times, but would it ever be enough?  Will it ever erase the hurt, heartache and mental torture you have had to endure since returning from war?  Would it ever be enough to take away the hurt, loss and guilt you still feel for your fallen comrades? 
I can only hope you accept our apology, mine and other grateful citizens  of  our  United  States  of America,  for  your  sacrifices  and putting you in the line of fire in war and in returning home.  Please forgive me.  Please forgive all of us.  It is long past the time for healing.  It is long past the time when we should have supported you, and taken our leaders to task instead.  Maybe we can all heal, even if just a little bit at a time.  My hope is that no other service person is subjected to the same kind of treatment.  Please forgive us all.
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU ALL, AND SO GRATEFUL FOR YOUR SERVICE.                  
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
(I am not trying to open old wounds, just trying to help heal them.)
Your Aunt